When I started this blog, I was so excited to have it to share all the books and authors I love along with makeup I love. I had goals if having several posts a week.
Unfortunately, last month I ended up really sick. So I’m going to be completely honest with you all. First, Thanks for taking the time to read my posts or subscribe if you are. So I ended up really sick in August. I never go to the doctor because waiting at the doctor gives me anxiety and I get in my head and am positive that they will tell me I’m dying. Well, I really felt like I was dying when I got sick. I ended up in urgent care 3 times and the emergency room once within 3 or 4 days. I lost a week. I was in and out of sleep and consciousness. I was diagnosed with a stomach virus and severe anxiety and major depressive disorder with a current minor episode. I literally couldn’t even lay down and sleep peacefully without waking up with my chest hurting and tight and feeling like I couldn’t breathe. So I was put on medication for it. The medication is helpful. But for a week or so after I couldnt focus on reading I had no interest.
I’m back now! I’m going to try and share a bunch of things with you all this week. I have read several great books this month. I am excited to share them with you all. Also, it is fall time which is my favorite time. I love chilly weather, hoodies, hot drinks, and scary movies. Halloween is my favorite season. Everyday I am working on bettering myself and relaxing. I do have a primary physician now as well and I have not had one of those in 5 or 6 years. I promised myself I would start taking better care of myself. So I am. This year has been one massive shit show and I don’t want to add to it. Love you all! I’ll post more later for you!